Have you ever love a Blogger?

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Have you ever love a Blogger?
I mean really love someone with your heart & soul.
Love the things he/she wrote, drew or said?
The way the site was designed.
The words that all made up the whole blog.
Quotes you'll never forget.
Everything in the blog was so captivating.
You spent many sleepless nights reading & reading & reading...
Then suddenly you realized later that you actually know this person.
Would you tell this person you've stumbled upon his/her personal blog?
Knowing that the person wouldn't like anyone close to know.
Would you still admit?
Would you?
Well, I admitted and it's one of the most regretful things I've done.
Stupidity.
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I should've just kept my silence.
I shouldn't have allowed myself falling deep.
So deep that it seems bottomless.
"If I didn't admit reading your blog, would we still be friends?"
"If I didn't love you, would we still be friends? "
Questions like this kept surfacing in my head.
I must be crazy to let myself go through this.
There's so much between us and also so little between us...
What's left now is distance.
Your image to me is blur now.
Your voice to me is like thousands of miles away.
I can't see you or hear you anymore.
Which is also a good thing.
At least for me it is!
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This is my story!
I've once loved a Blogger.
Have you?